by Anna Tshering Mon Jan 09, 2012 8:41 am
Anna shook her head. "No... no, it's okay. It's not your fault," she frowned. "I get jealous of others much too easily. Really." It was true. She could think of more than one instance in which she got extremely jealous and did something absolutely outrageous that ended in disaster. "And being rich isn't everything; with money, you can lose happiness sometimes."
Anna nodded. "I am the total opposite. I've seen too much of the world I shouldn't." She shook her head in sadness. "I've seen about every single place in the world and I've seen people suffer. I can't stand any of it. Yet I cannot imagine not knowing what the real world looks like. The real world, it keeps you grounded." She sighed and nodded. "Some people, they care too much about politics and corruption and other shit to help others," she frowned. "I know, because my father is obsessed with politics, and look what happened to him." She grabbed Dante's hand, and gently dabbed his face dry where his tear used to be. They were total opposites in terms of their upbringing, but they knew what it was like to be trapped. She was finally, for the first time in years, not alone.
"I agree," Anna nodded. She knew nothing about royal life, but being treated like a queen was close enough. She walked slowly beside him and sat next to him, resting her head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry I can't trust you... it's just... I told you. I can't trust. My trust... it has been wrecked by my parents, and when your own parents break your trust... how can you trust anyone?" She looked at where he was looking and sighed loudly, louder than before. "I'm sorry, Dante. I just... I... I like you. I like you a lot. I feel terrible. I've never felt terrible since her funeral..."
Anna sighed, nodding her head solemnly. "Merlin, I know you're right, but I can't help being emotionless. It was about to happen to me anyway," she replied bitterly, trying to blink back tears, "I don't know how it got delayed by about eight years, but it happened to me." She shook her head. "I wish I could believe you, but a part of me... it likes this state of mind. I can't let it go completely and go back to being the old me." She thought about her old self and bit her lip in contempt. "You would have liked her a lot more than me, Dante. You would have chosen her over me and you would have chucked me in the dumpster. But perhaps, I will love again. And even then, I cannot be the same."
She smiled sadly at him, her eyes still torn with bad days. "Or you can use your self confidence. And Mother always said to me, 'It doesn't matter who we were. It only matters who we are,' and I know who you are, Dante. You're one of the most... philosophical people I've ever met." She was going to say beautiful but that was going to be absolutely embarrassing. "I want to know how to love again, but in my own way. You'll help me, won't you?" She looked up at him with pleading eyes.
"No. You will never be in my debt. I will teach you, of course," she chuckled lightly at that. "I wish... well, it's a bit complicated. You go to Durmstrang, and I, Hogwarts. We can't meet up in lessons every single day like other people, but I will try my best to see you as often as we could. This can be a project. Don't know what to call though. Umm... Operation Normal?"
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