In Silence(Open)

J. J. had been different for a long time. Well it felt like a long time to her - maybe it had only been a few days, week, minutes. She lived in that moment in her head all the time now. Even when she managed to think of something else - which was only for moments at a time - it was always there in the back of her head.

Their laughing faces, so malicous in an action that should have been merry, her own stupidity, Cec- Cecile....

She shook her head, her long blonde-brown hair, which now alway sort of hung around her face, hiding her from the rest of the world, swished as she did so.

She sat in a chair in the commonroom, curled in on herself, knees hugged to her chest and gaze blank. The girl hadn't slept a full night in... weeks? Days?

She didn't really know, time was just a blur to her, insignificant little details. It was just something that was there, but not to be acknowledged.

Every few moments her head would nod down only for her to jolt awake again. She couldn't sleep, she couldn't-couldn't...

There were so many things she couldn't do. She was broken and she couldn't be fixed.