''I'll be right, right back little dove.'' He caressed her cheek softly before with a smirk turning around and walking into the cementary.
It had been four years since the so called ''accident'' today. 1462 days had passed, and he still remembered every single movement that day. From the warm hug his mother had given him, til the fetal screams from his siblings. He still saw their dead, bloody bodies every night in his sleep. How hard he had tried to take it away, the nightmares, the pain, with drugs, alcohol and sex. But nothing worked for longer than a few moments. The next day everything were the same. All back. He even killed the assassins that had killed his family, in hope that the pain would vanish after revenge. Still there. He killed others, just because he could. Became an assassin, made it a living to kill.
Valec wandered among the the gravestones, finding it harder and harder to make himself go any further. But the grave were still there and he fell down on his knees, silently sobbing.
''I am sorry. For not visiting earlier. I just never managed.'' He whispered and kept quiet, like he waited for them to speak back, or give them a sign. But he already knew what they would say. ''Yes, I know alright? I should have been the one lying here dead, not you. I KNOW OKAY. I know.. I know.. I carry the burden of your death with me everyday and I know that it is my fault. I know.'' Valec had not allowed himself to cry for their death, but sitting there at the graveyard knowing they were watching, he could not help but let the tears fall freely down. It was not fair, for his siblings, or his parents. They were good, good people. Never done a thing. Valec on the other hand, never listened, never cared. His sisters and brothers, they deserved life, he didn't. He simply did not. ''They were good people.'' He murmored though the tears. ''I am the one deserving death. And everyone knows it. Not them.. Not them..''
The crying made it hard to breath.
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