Ben usually worked everyday, but he knew things were starting to get to him when it came to Lainey and he needed to have a day away to think. After working side by side to her everyday for the last few month he noticed many things about her.
He noticed the way the light would hit her hair, or the way she would place the loose strands behind her ear without even noticing. He would notice her rubbing her baby tummy every once in awhile, or the way she would laugh when someone would say something funny to her.
But Ben knew he didn't deserve to be happy he had killed his brother, and it wasn't just any brother it was his twin brother. He hated himself so he made sure that the world hated him too.
He found a bench out by the lake and decided to sit there until he could not sit there any more. Looking our at the lake he wondered if he just drowned himself in the lake if he would feel better, no that was the coward's way he deserved to live his life in this pain.
He pulled out the brown bag that he had that contained a quart of beer.
He noticed the way the light would hit her hair, or the way she would place the loose strands behind her ear without even noticing. He would notice her rubbing her baby tummy every once in awhile, or the way she would laugh when someone would say something funny to her.
But Ben knew he didn't deserve to be happy he had killed his brother, and it wasn't just any brother it was his twin brother. He hated himself so he made sure that the world hated him too.
He found a bench out by the lake and decided to sit there until he could not sit there any more. Looking our at the lake he wondered if he just drowned himself in the lake if he would feel better, no that was the coward's way he deserved to live his life in this pain.
He pulled out the brown bag that he had that contained a quart of beer.
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