by Julian Rousseau Sun Jul 15, 2012 5:39 pm
Did he feel better? Looking up at Kallie, he shrugged non-commitedly. Sure, he didn't feel as bad as he had in that alley, but he still didn't feel good. Part of him wanted to send them all away and crawl into a tiny ball and just die, because the memories of the pain and his father's words hurt more than anything else. And - and had they actually thought that he'd been about to die? He'd thought that himself, especially when his father had pulled a knife on him, but except for him and Karma, no one else in the room even knew about that.
"I'm sorry," he whispered, his voice cracking, hating the way his eyes pricked. Crying didn't solve his problems. He'd learnt that a long time ago. "For - for this. I really need to stop pissing people off." Because if he hadn't responded to the devil's spawn comment, he wouldn't have gotten bashed into a wall. Rubbing the bridge of nose, he stared down at his lap.
"Yeah, totally Nine," he said dully, not looking up to meet her gaze. "I do this on purpose because I want attention. Because it's so much fun getting beat up." If she knew who'd done this to him, she'd never be saying that to him. But she wasn't going to know because she didn't need to know. None of them did. And besides, it was a wonder that he'd been able to hide the bruises from all of them. If they didn't care enough to notice, they sure as hell didn't need to know.
Flinching back from Harmonie's touch, he met her gaze for a fraction of a second before quickly glancing away, mumbling an apology as he shifted away from her. What was wrong with him? He didn't freak out when people touched him. But then again, he'd never been beat up this had before. There was always a first time for everything, right? Looking back at her, he thought for a moment, but his mind was pulling blanks. "I don't know," he shrugged lamely, "The left side?"
Turning to Lisette, he returned her smile weakly, fiddling with Frank's ear. She shouldn't - it wasn't that he wanted her to leave, but her father had to be more important to her than he was. Because she had a loving family, and he was nothing but a friend. And as important and great as he liked to pretend he was, in the grand scheme of things, he was one person. There were billions of people who were more important than he was. Tightening his grip on the stuffed animal, he bit his lip before slowly relaxing his grip. "Good, don't ever underestimate me."
Glancing towards the door as he heard it slowly creak open, he tensed, gaze flickering around the room. Who -? Lodie, she hadn't shown up. It - it was probably her. Calming down, he blinked up at the medi-witch who showed up instead. "Julian Rousseau?" she asked softly, shuffling in. At his nod, she smiled before handing him the box and note, "These were left for you." she explained before quickly exiting.
Watching her leave, he glanced down at the box, putting the note to the side to see what was in it. Giving the collection of candy a smile, he looked back at the note, unfolding it. Tilting his head slightly, he shook his head. He'd almost died and someone was trying to make him guess who they were? Though, he had to admit that he did appreciate the gift. Scanning the letter again for clues to the identity of the sender, he ran his fingers across the writing. It seemed distinctly female, and the fan club comment...
Ondrea.
Shaking his head amusedly, he reminded himself to thank her the next time he saw her. Putting down the note beside him, he pulled one of the candies out, staring at it before popping it into his mouth. It wasn't like he threw up after everything he ate. No, that would mean he had a problem, and he had no such problem.
"Want one?" he asked, his gaze flicking around the room questioningly.
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