The pain was curiously muted. Faded after what felt like hours of staring at the large gash that ran the length of his arm.
So, this was what it was like, he wonder, to feel. As he did every time the pain faded, Kyrie flexed the muscles of his arms tearing knitting skin away from flesh.
His vision swam again, but he hardly noticed. Focus had never been something he had grasp, so what some would understand as warning signs he only saw as much more of the same.
Death was something he had experienced, watched, created many times. He had no interest in creating it for himself.
But he also had no concept that what he was doing was bringing it so close. What he understood when placed upon other people, seemed lost upon himself.
He just wanted to...
Feel.
It was something everyone else seemed to do. Even Papa, Iva... the others, all seemed to have moments when they do.
So why didn't he.
drip, drip, drip.
The blood rolled off his arm, splashing into the pool that was froming below his feet.
A frown crossed his face, logic trying to work its way into his brain, but his brain fighting it every step.
Instead of healing it, instead of being rational.
The boy continued to sit there.
Sit there, and... feel.
So, this was what it was like, he wonder, to feel. As he did every time the pain faded, Kyrie flexed the muscles of his arms tearing knitting skin away from flesh.
His vision swam again, but he hardly noticed. Focus had never been something he had grasp, so what some would understand as warning signs he only saw as much more of the same.
Death was something he had experienced, watched, created many times. He had no interest in creating it for himself.
But he also had no concept that what he was doing was bringing it so close. What he understood when placed upon other people, seemed lost upon himself.
He just wanted to...
Feel.
It was something everyone else seemed to do. Even Papa, Iva... the others, all seemed to have moments when they do.
So why didn't he.
drip, drip, drip.
The blood rolled off his arm, splashing into the pool that was froming below his feet.
A frown crossed his face, logic trying to work its way into his brain, but his brain fighting it every step.
Instead of healing it, instead of being rational.
The boy continued to sit there.
Sit there, and... feel.
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