Riiight, so I blame this on Nia completely - though I'm exceptionally proud of myself ATM. She thought someone should try writting down all the thread titles that were currently on the homepage, and attempt to use at least ten in a post.
I got bored, tried it, and used 15. This is the random mess - that actually makes sense I think - that I created
It was an inconvenient truth that Faye had to face; she didn't want to, but the fact of the matter was, someone had to. Roman wasn't hers, not really. Sure they were trying to make it work, pretend that they were still able to stay together, but the plans that they made, they were nothing more than that - hope. They were the hope of light in the dark. A pretty thought, enough to sustain them for now, but the problem was how long would 'for now' be?
Maybe it would be smarter to continue going forward, to keep order as it is and not try to play with what fate more than they already had. Faye already felt as if she had dabbled in magic that she should not have. By all means she shouldn't be alive now, she felt like Lady Lazarus, as if she were risen from a grave she was mean to be in. Playing with fate was like playing with a loaded gun - and once that gun went of Faye of fearful of what would be left remaining.
Then again, she simply could not bring up these fears to Roman. The thought of leaving him was too painful. Last time they had discussed anything of the type, they had wandered the halls, avoiding each other like they were strangers. If anything happened to their relationship... she didn't know how to let go, not really. The secret to moving on was a mystery to her. A mystery that to be honest she did not with to find out.
What if I change the world? That random thought sent the girl laughing to herself. As if a little thing like her could do anything about the way things were. She had already tried to change her life by abandoning her family, and how well had that gone? No silly little thoughts were fantasies, as mythical as wishing to play about the castles of Fyrier.
No there was nothing to be done about this except either face the truth, or continue to ignore it. Little Faye was tired of always being the first to give and the first to ask. She felt as if she had sacrificed everything in her life. What had anyone given up for her? No, this time if obliviousness was what was required to let her keep something. She was going to do that.
So, there she sat, at a table, watching the world go by, keeping her secrets so tight she felt like she was sleeping with a gun but that was the life she was choosing to lead.
And being so wrapped up in her own thoughts, these own moral problems, she hardly noticed as another person came by, she didn't notice anybody else in the room at all.
I got bored, tried it, and used 15. This is the random mess - that actually makes sense I think - that I created
It was an inconvenient truth that Faye had to face; she didn't want to, but the fact of the matter was, someone had to. Roman wasn't hers, not really. Sure they were trying to make it work, pretend that they were still able to stay together, but the plans that they made, they were nothing more than that - hope. They were the hope of light in the dark. A pretty thought, enough to sustain them for now, but the problem was how long would 'for now' be?
Maybe it would be smarter to continue going forward, to keep order as it is and not try to play with what fate more than they already had. Faye already felt as if she had dabbled in magic that she should not have. By all means she shouldn't be alive now, she felt like Lady Lazarus, as if she were risen from a grave she was mean to be in. Playing with fate was like playing with a loaded gun - and once that gun went of Faye of fearful of what would be left remaining.
Then again, she simply could not bring up these fears to Roman. The thought of leaving him was too painful. Last time they had discussed anything of the type, they had wandered the halls, avoiding each other like they were strangers. If anything happened to their relationship... she didn't know how to let go, not really. The secret to moving on was a mystery to her. A mystery that to be honest she did not with to find out.
What if I change the world? That random thought sent the girl laughing to herself. As if a little thing like her could do anything about the way things were. She had already tried to change her life by abandoning her family, and how well had that gone? No silly little thoughts were fantasies, as mythical as wishing to play about the castles of Fyrier.
No there was nothing to be done about this except either face the truth, or continue to ignore it. Little Faye was tired of always being the first to give and the first to ask. She felt as if she had sacrificed everything in her life. What had anyone given up for her? No, this time if obliviousness was what was required to let her keep something. She was going to do that.
So, there she sat, at a table, watching the world go by, keeping her secrets so tight she felt like she was sleeping with a gun but that was the life she was choosing to lead.
And being so wrapped up in her own thoughts, these own moral problems, she hardly noticed as another person came by, she didn't notice anybody else in the room at all.
- Spoiler:
- The list of titles:
- The beautiful Garden
Chocolate, Chocolate, Chocolate
Overprotection
Lovely night for a walk
I am a rock, I am an Island
Dirty Little Thing
Hope of Light in the Dark*
gravity hurts, you made it so sweet
watching*
The secret to moving on*
Remaining*
Sleeping with a gun*
always singing in strobe lights
Strangers*
sisterly bonding
What if I change the World*
The first to give and The first to Ask*
Loaded Gun*
Going Forward*
Order*
The Music of the Night
Back in Business
The Castles of Fyrier*
An inconvenient Truth*
Cats Cradle
Her saviour and Regret
Long Gone Champion
Countie cabin
Let the Training Begin
Wide awake with a long time Phobia
Our Song
OF heartbreak and Hatred
Hardly anything left for you to see
Lady Lazarus*
looking for something more
New and Lonely
Industrious Angel
- The beautiful Garden
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