There was something that needed to be done, a store to be told. A picture to be painted. But there was nothing that he could say, nothing that he could do. He was qualified for such actions, he was capable of-of-of...
Feliks had lived a life of a certain type of person, and it was not the type of person that succeeded. It wasn't of a man who had a family, who supported those he cared about, and was a pillar of a community. He was just a school bully - the runt of a family that no one believed in. His music was uninspired, repetitive and transnational. And his art...
Where was the future in art? The point of finger drawings. Perhaps if he had any talent, than he might have stood a chance, but his stick figures, devoid of life and emotion wouldn't get him anywhere. He would just be the person who picked on those smaller than him because he was too afraid to strive father. He would be the man who let others pay for him because he didn't have the talent to create money with what he wanted to do, and he didn't have the skill to get a normal job.
How many times had he been held back? He should have graduated years ago, and instead he hadn't ended up graduating at all.
The can that he held in his other hand crushed suddenly, the crinkling metal filling the room, and the smell of the beer that had been in it wafted around him as the cold liquid stuck to his hand. He barely reacted.
The night was silent, everyone else was asleep, and Feliks Chmerkovskiy was forced to see the truth.
He was a waste of a human being, and he didn't have any skills to turn that fact around.
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