by JJeh Sun Sep 04, 2011 1:05 am
J. J. watched his owl fly out of sight before responding, "That would be awful." J. J.'s gut twisted at the thought that someone could be so afraid of magic that they could kill, murder their child in cold blood. "Parents are supposed to love their children unconditionally... Sometimes I don't realize how lucky I am that my family did."
It was true that for a while her family had to get use to the idea, and they treated her differently, they still did - except for Zach, Zach never cared either way - but she knew they always loved her.
J. J. appraised Damian for a few moments; the way he spoke of home... she wondered if he wasn't so lucky as her, not completely. But it wasn't her place to pry. Damian would share what he wanted to share when he wanted to share.
"That it nice. I never understood my magic until my Hogwarts letter, and even now..." she shook her head. "There is still so much I need to learn. I want to learn. I don't think I can ever know enough about magic, about what I am
J. J. nodded slowly as Damian claimed this was where they belonged. She could feel it; she understood that. Something flashed in his eye though, when he mentioned fear that started her thinking again. She was shot with a sudden urge to know what happened to him, for something had to with his kind of emotion, but she wasn't going to ask. Just because she spewed her guts, doesn't mean that he had to. Hers wasn't even that personal. Not really.
"I get the fear though... when I first started using magic I was so... well more than anything I was confused and that made me scared. Who wants to be different," she gazed out into the horizon, getting lost in her thoughts, "fear seems to be humans natural reactions to things that they don't understand... that doesn't mean they have any right, any right to do what they are doing; what they are doing is, is..." J. J. trailed off with a sigh, "I just wish... but what's the point of wishing when things never turn out that way anyways?"
"Friends should," J. J. responded pulling herself out of her head with a firm and happy smile. When she thought back on it, Damian might have been the first person she met to mention friends... besides Karma but J. J. felt more like a project for the older girl than a true friend. J. J. smiled teasingly enjoy "So Mr. Grey, I know that you have an older sister, and a pet owl, but what else is vital to your identity? Do you have a secret love for toadstools? A dream to runaway and join the circus?" She paused a moment, and acted like some talk show host that Abigail always watched after school, "What makes Damian Grey tick?"
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