Baby, Baby, Baby

Right. So, this is the portion of the program where JJeh gets random plot ideas, and can't decide if she's in sane or not. Woo, for indecision.

Anyway - lovely Vera over here is feel slightly restless or just sort of lost at the moment, and I need plots and stuff. And as I have ranted about before, I am finding myself in a frightfully addicting baby mood. Maybe its just I don't know my own brain going "She's 30, getting up there, all that". But I have been tempted, the thought has been coming up again and again, to make Vera pregnant.

I always contradict myself, because I originally made her lose her first pregnancy with her ex husband plot because I didn't see having a kid at the moment. It just didn't fit in my picture. So that makes me think that maybe I'm just doing this plot because I'm bored or whatever. But then I have the problem of it keeps sticking in my brain - and I have a firm belief that if plots stick that there is something there, or there is a real desire for it.

So you can see my slight dilemma.

What the plot at the moment was going to be was:

Traditional random drunken fling or what not (I toy with the idea of it being her ex husband again... but... not sure about that) and then you know, baby ensues.

She lost the first baby (because of abuse yada, yada) and I've been toying with the idea that while she was away she lost another baby (Probably the same way, drunken fling... /maybe/ she had a relationship - hadn't really thought that part out yet) so, she'd probably be a little spaz-y, worried, and in turn secretive about this pregnancy.

You know me, I can't even make a happy thing perfectly happy

I'm pretty sure, at this moment it would have a good out come, but yeah... its just... a random, thought, that as you can see from the slight depth I've thought about it, hasn't really gone away.

So, that was my rant, which honestly, kind of made me a little more attached but... yeah, I still have my momentary doubts. So, please feel free to tell me what you think. If I'm insane, or not.

Also feel free to ignore this completely I just... yeaah...

That's it.

Right now... all I can think is... YOUR POUR CHARRIES! ABUSE!

But I like the idea that she has had two failed pregnancy's... just cuz I am mean like that.

*Poor

Also... I'd like to state... that I don't think I've been /that/ mean at this instant.

... If I bring back the abusive Ex-husband *flails towards where ever that thought had shown up* then I'm being a little meaner

Anyway... annnnnyone else? Or are you just going to leave my characters to the dangers of my own whims?

I VOTE FOR THE EX HUSBAND