It wasn't their stares that finally got to him. It wasn't that he was resigning - Kallie swore it was temporary, swore that the moment he was his own age again, he could come back - it was the fact that those he had worked so hard to be good for, those he had- had-
"Look at him." the whisper carried from the Auror meeting room where he'd made his speech, said some words about stepping down for a while, just to raise his kid, you know, the stuff. They had barely heard a word out of his mouth, he knew. They were too busy looking down at him, smirking behind their hands at how- "he looks his age now, doesn't he?"
Even Deedee. She'd only made things worse by giving him the worst fucking pitying look he had ever seen on a human face.
If only Kallie had listened. He could very well continue his job as he was (seventeen was bloody legal for Merlin's sake!), he still had the mind of a thirty some year old man, he could have-
He could have finally done something right.
But she could barely look at him either.
He'd come to collect his things.
His eyes swept the office, noting the things that were out of place, the things he had carelessly thrown aside to come to Sacha's 'aid'. Figures, he'd screwed that one up too. Couldn't even help his own bloody best fri-
The crash of breaking glass broke him out of his reverie, the smear of days old alcohol across the wall the only indication of what had occurred. The young wolf paused, looking down at his hand for a split second before he was behind the bar, throwing anything he could find, the sound of shattering glass satisfying in a way that didn't make much sense.
Eventually, even his completely stocked bar was bare, and he was left with nothing but the shattered, jagged remains of what he'd spent so long to become.
With a strangled sound, he slid to the ground behind the bar, bracing his back against the wall and clapping a hand over his mouth.
He didn't want anyone to hear his sobs.
"Look at him." the whisper carried from the Auror meeting room where he'd made his speech, said some words about stepping down for a while, just to raise his kid, you know, the stuff. They had barely heard a word out of his mouth, he knew. They were too busy looking down at him, smirking behind their hands at how- "he looks his age now, doesn't he?"
Even Deedee. She'd only made things worse by giving him the worst fucking pitying look he had ever seen on a human face.
If only Kallie had listened. He could very well continue his job as he was (seventeen was bloody legal for Merlin's sake!), he still had the mind of a thirty some year old man, he could have-
He could have finally done something right.
But she could barely look at him either.
He'd come to collect his things.
His eyes swept the office, noting the things that were out of place, the things he had carelessly thrown aside to come to Sacha's 'aid'. Figures, he'd screwed that one up too. Couldn't even help his own bloody best fri-
The crash of breaking glass broke him out of his reverie, the smear of days old alcohol across the wall the only indication of what had occurred. The young wolf paused, looking down at his hand for a split second before he was behind the bar, throwing anything he could find, the sound of shattering glass satisfying in a way that didn't make much sense.
Eventually, even his completely stocked bar was bare, and he was left with nothing but the shattered, jagged remains of what he'd spent so long to become.
With a strangled sound, he slid to the ground behind the bar, bracing his back against the wall and clapping a hand over his mouth.
He didn't want anyone to hear his sobs.
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