Sometimes, it takes something like death to make you grateful to be alive. Sometimes that just wasn't enough. Luckily, this was not one such time. Zander was... well he supposed the word would be happy, but sometimes it didn't quite work out for him. In the moments between his growing facade with Ninette and writing to Juliet, he was nothing. Even the rumor mill forgot his name every so often, and if it didn't, sometimes he felt alone.
"Mother, Lover, Friend, Sister." He read, gazing down at a tombstone. He supposed that's what everyone was, in the end. The connections they made with others. That was the kind of thing he'd want on his grave, he reckoned. "Brother, Friend, Lover." Not that he was anyone's lover at the moment. Sadly, no one seemed interested in the slightest.
Continueing on, he came across another, smaller. A baby. 'Gone before His time.' There was a moment, sad and slow, in which he fancied that if he had done the noble thing and just not been born, she would still be alive. He was under the firm belief that this was true, for everyone who knew her sang her praises, and they remarked upon the similarity of their names. He had been named after "Alex Dawson", and this was why he'd never let anyone call him that. His name was Zander. He didn't deserve to have her name.
He never would.
Sitting on the soft grass, he faced the somber statue of an angel, hands covering its face in apparent grief. Staring up at it, he frowned slightly. Hadn't this statue been... no that couldn't be right. It wouldn't have moved. There were at least six other angels in the small cemetery, and so there was a chance he'd been mistaken.
Slowly, he rose to his knees, a soft half song, half prayer flowed from his lips. The italian sounded foreign in the French air, but he was used to being an irregularity. He was used to being this way.
His voice was pure, innocent, though with a tremor of maturity and bass. He wasn't one of the best, in his own opinion, but the kids had loved to hear his voice, and Italian just made everyone sound more magical.
His tattoo shined in the fading sunlight as dusk started to settle, but he could not bring himself to move.
The cemetery was as good a place as any.
"Mother, Lover, Friend, Sister." He read, gazing down at a tombstone. He supposed that's what everyone was, in the end. The connections they made with others. That was the kind of thing he'd want on his grave, he reckoned. "Brother, Friend, Lover." Not that he was anyone's lover at the moment. Sadly, no one seemed interested in the slightest.
Continueing on, he came across another, smaller. A baby. 'Gone before His time.' There was a moment, sad and slow, in which he fancied that if he had done the noble thing and just not been born, she would still be alive. He was under the firm belief that this was true, for everyone who knew her sang her praises, and they remarked upon the similarity of their names. He had been named after "Alex Dawson", and this was why he'd never let anyone call him that. His name was Zander. He didn't deserve to have her name.
He never would.
Sitting on the soft grass, he faced the somber statue of an angel, hands covering its face in apparent grief. Staring up at it, he frowned slightly. Hadn't this statue been... no that couldn't be right. It wouldn't have moved. There were at least six other angels in the small cemetery, and so there was a chance he'd been mistaken.
Slowly, he rose to his knees, a soft half song, half prayer flowed from his lips. The italian sounded foreign in the French air, but he was used to being an irregularity. He was used to being this way.
His voice was pure, innocent, though with a tremor of maturity and bass. He wasn't one of the best, in his own opinion, but the kids had loved to hear his voice, and Italian just made everyone sound more magical.
His tattoo shined in the fading sunlight as dusk started to settle, but he could not bring himself to move.
The cemetery was as good a place as any.
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