Alec looked out into the distance, one hand on his chin as he pretended to be thinking deeply about that situation, "Merlin, we make one hell of a team. Imagine us together, it would be the most badass, sexy, funny couple ever." He wrinkled his nose and focused his gaze on her once more, "Then again, you're more like my sister or partner in crime. And, of course, I am perfect for you. I'm perfect for everybody, really."
"You seem much more excited than I am about. . . mastering in some sport," he noted with a small laugh, and shrugged a shoulder, "I don't know, I guess I wanted something new. I mean, I could focus more on those, but that just seems like the stuff 'old Alec' does. I just wanted something different, more exciting."
He inwardly chuckled at his use of 'old Alec'. Was there such a thing as a new one? He hadn't changed, not that much.
She hated herself, and for that he felt guilty for letting his jealousy take over. He should've been more worried about the fact that she kissed someone than that this someone happened to be Rousseau. He should've known she would be freaking out - this was Iris, she was loyal to anyone who managed to break through her walls and befriend her. "Why did you kiss him, then?" he asked, more out of curiosity than anything, though a part of him thought he knew the answer already: there was a dead man in front of her.
A small smile crept on his face, and it was an honest, genuine smile. One that made his creator cry out of joy because it was the sort of smile he hadn't given in a long time. He really had no idea what to say - how did you reply to that sort of comment? "I love you, you do know that, don't you? You're my best friend and I really wish I had been there to help you, but it always seems like I can't do anything. If I had been, would I have been able to protect you? Probably not."
"And, I'm sorry," he added, looking down at the table, "for overreacting. It's just that- Rousseau and I- it's not- I don't..." He left it at that, how would he explain to her that there had always been a twinge of jealousy there? His pride may have been put aside to admit he was sorry, which was not something he did often, but it was just too big to let him say that he had been afraid of losing her. Not to death or to anyone else, but to him. Afraid that she might be replacing him with Julian, because hey! - didn't everybody prefer him?
"I'm glad he saved you."
"Okay, first of all," he started, slightly clearing his throat and pretending nothing had happened, "you, missy, should start caring more about yourself. Kait, does she have any protection, is she hiding or something? Cause she's kind of... not at Durmstrang." He frowned and looked at her, "What, exactly, did he know? It's alright if you can't tell me, but if he knew, whoever sent him must know as well. Which is really not helping, so I'll just stop talking."
"Hey," he took her hand and rubbed her forearm, "you'll be okay. And Kait will too. Everything is gonna turn out fine because I'm gonna help you. And whenever I'm involved in something, it's pretty epic."
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