by The Mel Fri Dec 28, 2012 4:37 am
Dad.
That word resonated with the man, it shook him. Dad. He called him dad. Sacha reached out a hand, almost hesitantly laying it against the side of the teen's face. He'd done that before, hadn't he? A casual, fond caress. He'd ruffled the boy's hair, wrapped an arm around his shoulder. He had counseled and taught and admonished the boy. The boy was... the boy was his son.
"Matthew," Sacha said. His eyes fell briefly shut, a pained expression flickering across his features. What person forgot their own child? "Matthew." He reopened his eyes to study the boy's face, almost desperately trying to fix it in his mind.
"No, I-" the man began the denial before abruptly breaking off. It wasn't fair to lie to the boy. He deserved to know. It affected him, after all - maybe more than it affected himself.
He turned away, drawing in a ragged breath. Both hands rose to tangle into the hair at his temples as he finally admitted, to himself as much as his son, "I'm forgetting things. Slowly and surely, the memories, the things that I knew since the last time I was... I was this -" he gestured a bit wildly to his current appearance - "they're all fading away. My mind is packing them away because they don't match up!" He kicked at the coffee table in frustration as a strangled noise escaped his throat.
"I can't make it stop," he mourned.
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